Check...check...one, two...one, two....Is this thing still on?
It's been over a year since I last posted. Haven't had much to say on here and really didn't seem like many cared one way or another of my periodic mumblings. Anyway, I felt the need to break the ice on this thing and get back to ranting. I don't have anyone to feed my thoughts too personally (yes, it's a sad existence but it's mine) so I will pour it out here when I need to release the evil even if no one is listening.
To catch you all up: Nothing special has happened since my last report. Yes, my life has been dull the last year. I've become more recluse and I'm still jaded. Sometimes it's nice but there have been days of loneliness.
Today has been one....
I woke up this morning after a sad dream about someone in my past. Now it's made my heart seem heavy....and it's given me a headache. I try not to think of it but the residue of it all still lingers deep inside my brain. I wish there was a way to detach certain memories from your past and put it somewhere else. I wish. But life has been better without certain people. It's just I wonder if they still think of me as I do them. Wondering what is going on in their life or if they even care about what is going on in mine. I guess I will never know.
To catch you all up: Nothing special has happened since my last report. Yes, my life has been dull the last year. I've become more recluse and I'm still jaded. Sometimes it's nice but there have been days of loneliness.
Today has been one....
I woke up this morning after a sad dream about someone in my past. Now it's made my heart seem heavy....and it's given me a headache. I try not to think of it but the residue of it all still lingers deep inside my brain. I wish there was a way to detach certain memories from your past and put it somewhere else. I wish. But life has been better without certain people. It's just I wonder if they still think of me as I do them. Wondering what is going on in their life or if they even care about what is going on in mine. I guess I will never know.