Aug 01, 2004 22:33
I dunno what the fuck I'm doing in a relationship... I swear to God I'm so fucking clueless... paranoid... stupid... insensitive... emo... insecure... messy...
Geez, I always say the wrong things...
Whatever... just keep going through the motions, idiot.
I've been out of it for so long... someone refresh my memory. Is this how it's supposed to feel?
It's not like I'm not happy... well actually I'm only happy when I'm with Marissa... or talking to her on the phone... Is that bad?