This is what insane people do:
Listen to The Smiths, enough to make the normal sick.
Write down the pros and cons of each Ramone. (My favorites Dee Dee).
Read beat poetry.
Drink Milk, realise they hate milk. get sick. and then threaten suicide again.
Lie.
Sleep too little. or too much.
Isolate them selves from society.
Hate everyone.
Spend more then half there wage on coffee.
Move to a foreign country, without a plan, money or friends.
start over.