home sweet home...
I'm only minutes away from stepping back into my house after a 12 hour car drive back from Ann Arbor... and I already feel really sad. And that makes me even more sad that I feel that way. My home in Princeton is a place I never ever ever thought I would feel strange or out of place or want to be somewhere else more (except for maybe florence or paris or something like that, but I mean that's different.) And I did just get back, so it'll probably feel better soon... but I feel like a stranger. None of my friends are home, and I haven't even talked to most of them for awhile... I already miss my life and my friends at school sooo much, and I haven't even been away from them for 24 hours. I know I haven't even given anything a chance yet, and I'm sure it'll get better after being home for more than 15 minutes. I love seeing my mom and my brother and my dad and I'm excited to see my friends from home... I mean they're some of my closest friends. But I'm not nearly as happy or excited about that stuff as I should be... I'm mostly missing the life that I'm unbelievably happy with at school. This whole scenario is rather cliche, I know. But it's still difficult to deal with I guess... for absolutely the first time in my life I really truly feel with all of my self that Ann Arbor is a home...my home still kind of feels like a home... but so does ann arbor... meh. Anyway, confusing times. Hopefully stuffs will get better. Everyone must keep me updated with their lives so I do not feel out of the loop.