Night out in town. Not so straight in the head, but so enjoyed.

Oct 01, 2005 13:53

j0 people out there in the world! Last night was pretty fun, and I greatly appreciated everything... even though we went to a sushi bar. I still drank. :DDDD (Thank you very much, Danny).

So basically, after Liz's STUNNING performance at Les Miserable (Christina did awesome too <3) We decided to go to a restaurant to celebrate. (Finally! We're ( Read more... )

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aamarie October 2 2005, 02:06:42 UTC
I haven;t been avoiding you Shante. Now that I'm working, I work ALL the time. 40 hours this past week and next week. Tonight I'm at work from 3 to 11 and i work tomorrow morning from 7 to 3 so there's no way I'm going out to do anything with 8 hours between shifts. And also you're not the only one feeling hurt. I know that you couldn't try to get a place with me because you didn't have the money and you had no where to stay. But I felt very betrayed because of the fact and that you didn't save your money like you said that you were going to. It also seems as if the only reason you cotact me is if you need something. You need me to take you somewhere. Or do your hair. Or answer a question. You don't call me to talk to me. Or call to see me. Granted, I don't call either but to be honest, I've been depressed as hell lately and I don't call anyone. I haven't even talked to my own mother in at least a week. I also don't want to leave Joe alone. I can't even stay here if he decides to go home for the weekend because I can't stay in his place alone, especailly with Ron. I can't leave him alone, especailly after everything I put him through last semester. Running away to smoke. I greatly regret that and I don't want a repeat. And Shante I don't think that you're a bad person, or even horrible because you smoke. But I deffinatly have noticed a change in you. A big change since freshman year. And I'm not just talking about experience changing or growing.

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filia_chan October 2 2005, 08:09:13 UTC
Well, let's not even get started with the place. Everything was in total confusion, and I am sorry if I did not have enough money. But think about it, did we go down the Miami like we were going to a week or two before to get the apartment? Nope. Did YOU have enough money for the apartment as well? Nope. I know I was at fault, but look at it this way. YOU had a place to stay; which was wherever Joe was going to stay. I did not. Thank god my father had a hotel room in Fort Lauderdale that week. Because if he didn't... I literally would have been stuck at the airport of Fort Lauderdale. So if anything, I felt betrayed as well. And you surely would of too if you were in my shoes. But it's all of our faults.

I know you work, and I have been calling, but you do not answer. I am sorry if I call for stupid requests; it was greatly a mistake that I should not have done. And, as for you being depressed and stuff... how would I know? Again, we haven't talked, so it's not easy for me to know what's exactly going on. I hope you cheer up. And, how have I changed? It must be for the worst, huh? And oh, I can understand why you don't want a repeat of last semester but... that's NOT why everyone has gotten together and stayed friends. If that was only it, then we should all be ashamed of ourselves. Yes, you work... but what if you're off? (Which is probably rare... but it can happen once in a while!) And, why do you have to "leave him alone" why can't you bring him to us? Or does he have a problem with us too? Or is it with Liz? Does he still not want you talking to her anymore? It's in the past. Things really should not be this way. Regardless of what has happened. It's somewhat childish.

Again, as I've said... we are all at fault. Looking at the problem and blaming it on someone is one thing, and I bet we can go on for hours. BUT; the other alternative is to look at the mistakes and get over them! Which is what I'm willing to do.

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aamarie October 2 2005, 13:17:33 UTC
I'm aware of the fact that you didn't know about me being depressed. I haven't told you. I haven't been talking to anyone Shante. I said that. I've been a recluse.

I'm sorry Shante that you didn't have a place to stay when you got here but there really was nothing I could do about it. And I would have had the money for the apartment if the Neon didn't give me problems the entire drive down. And before it was inspected and even now. The car is a piece of shit that keeps giving me new problems.

When I meant that I didn't want a repeat of last semester, I meant that I didn't want to be avoiding my boyfriend like I did. And I wouldn't bring him around not because of everyone but because he doesn't want to be around Liz. I'm not saying that it's right but there's nothing I can do about it. But then again, no one in the first place would invite me anywhere. Obviously I'm not even wanted around. And why would I want to hang out with people who don't talk to me or want to see me?

And you know, for missing two major factors, you sure did a lot to let me know that Danny was even in the country.

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