oh my...
i guess i just realized something
i have to thank my friend for being honest
he says i might be jealous.
i suppose he's right.
what am i to do?
this pain continues to tear up inside of me
it continues to scratch within my 'soul' clawing away at whatever's left to shred
why do people give me such wonderful praises?
when in the end, the praises are just empty lies to comfort that person
we all know i cut
and i want to cut more
deeper, deeper into my flesh
i want to see myself bleed
seeing as my heart is already doing so
but what heart?
just another organ that pumps blood and oxygen throughout my meaningless vessel
i'm full of organs, blood, and guts
yet emotionally empty
spiritually lost
mentally gone
i ask you,
why keep me going?
why feed me lies?
do you like me realizing the truth so i can fall apart again?
well... i know no one can save me
i can not even save myself
hopefully... i can go far off the deep end
next time, dont stop me
just wish me a peaceful passing
i have to thank my friend for being honest
he says i might be jealous.
i suppose he's right.
what am i to do?
this pain continues to tear up inside of me
it continues to scratch within my 'soul' clawing away at whatever's left to shred
why do people give me such wonderful praises?
when in the end, the praises are just empty lies to comfort that person
we all know i cut
and i want to cut more
deeper, deeper into my flesh
i want to see myself bleed
seeing as my heart is already doing so
but what heart?
just another organ that pumps blood and oxygen throughout my meaningless vessel
i'm full of organs, blood, and guts
yet emotionally empty
spiritually lost
mentally gone
i ask you,
why keep me going?
why feed me lies?
do you like me realizing the truth so i can fall apart again?
well... i know no one can save me
i can not even save myself
hopefully... i can go far off the deep end
next time, dont stop me
just wish me a peaceful passing