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it's unbelievable to me to see how much we've grown through these past two years and to think how we actually started... oh history. I’m really grateful for my privilege to call you my best friend. you know anything and everything about me. which I hate, most of the time cause you know when im in wrong and you’re quick to fix it. we've been through basically everything; fights, growing apart, girl and boy drama. and to think we never went out. ( I know I’m funny ) there's nothing that I can't tell you. no matter how hard I try. you're one of the few I can actually be myself around. no matter how I feel towards anyone, even you, I can tell you. you can tell me anything as well. I’m not afraid to tell you anything because you know as well as I do that it's in your best interest. I know what’s best for you ( well mainly in two certain "situations" ) no matter how down I am you have a brutal lecture waiting for me and somehow it always makes me feel better. I’m always here for you no matter how moody you are. you KNOW you are. with one feeling one week and another the next. I’m still here for you to put you straight. no matter how much I’m against your actions, I’m still here for you because I know you'll find your way to get back to a better place. yes this is our last year and frankly I’m scared shitless. the fact I won't have you to guide me frightens me. yes I know that we'll TRY and keep in touch but the truth of the matter is, is that we may grow apart. however, no matter where our lives take us I know that somehow you have changed my life for the better. all our talks and drama has helped me through so much and the reality is, is that you have no idea how much. I would be no where without you to guide me through everything. I’d be a different person without you. just know that. don't ever feel like you have done nothing in life because if it matters, you have changed mine.
thank you, I love you.