Sono arrivata a Milano
but the thing is that my Italian is still very, very bad right now after not having done anything about it during the holiday. How am I going to manage throughout the year?
Language skills aside, after everything that has happened in the last month, especially in the last couple of days (very, very unlucky stuff), I just feel so stressed and start questioning myself if I've made the right decision. Staying in London would be so much easier and more comfortable.
I know I'm supposed to take this as an adventure and new experience in life but atm I'm just so not in that mood. I thought I would be really excited because I've been planning this exchange for years, but when it finally comes all the excitement just disappears completely. Instead I'm full of stress and exhausion and crap. I guess I'll be in a better mood once I get used to everything (which is probably going to take ages).
It makes me wonder about how I'm getting worse at dealing with new environment as I grow older and am supposed to be better at this.