Birth of a new LJ
Today I give birth to my 7th LJ. I don't know what happened to the others but...-quick prayer-. Anways I'll actually keep this one up to date since I have a friend close-by who will I HOPE send friends my way cause I know for one that..I suck at making friends...it's not that I'm a bad person..or rude...or mean..or indecent...I'm just...really shy around strangers. ._.'' I know a few people but not a whole lot...Zede(John) and I have been talking and I've been learning about his life and how things have been in his family, and I'll say this now if any of his friends decide to check in on this because I'm a new friend of his or something. "I'm behind you 5983427502983475% Bucog, screw that stuck up A-hole and get your girl! On that note, I recently moved to Yokosuka in May. I didn't want to be here at first because I hate being alone and I didn't know anyone and making friends in Japan seeing as how I came from america makes it almost impossible even with my shyness to try to meet people one for the fact I can't speak Japanese and two all the japanese people I try to talk to don't want to have anything to do with me because they don't want to speak english to me...or are too shy. Hopefully I'll get lucky and meet some friends so I have things to do in my free time when I'm off work. As per Zede's delima, I too have a delima I just lost the girl I was supposed to marry, she changed her sexual perferance and is now dating our mutual best friend back in the states. I tried to keep her but in the end...I lost...So, after 5 years of being with this girl, my first girlfriend and my first love...I leave with good memories...and my viriginty still intact. I'm not upset about the whole virgin thing sex isn't really all that important to me everyone tells me all these stories about how good it is, and well...I'm sure it's as good as everyone says but I can wait. "You don't know what your missing til you've had it right?" Maybe I'll find a girl over here if I ever get the nerve to try to talk to one while I'm here. Other then that I might just hang with john(zede,bucog) if he'll stnd my company. Enough on that...Anyways my first entry coming to a close I have but one thing to say....give me comments pls! Q__Q