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Holy shit am i thinking tonight, there is way too much shit going on tonight.
usually im sort of scard of someone being in my house and hurting my family and stuff like that, like someone has broke in ot rob and kill us. But tonight if i say anyone in my god damn house i would do unfathimal things to them. not like i wouldnt any night if anyone broke into my house, but im like hoping for it tonight. i can get so angry sometimes it scares and even hurts me, its ridiculous
but im a super guy!i swear
so this is continuous happiness, you know i always imagined it something more...
sure im drunk and possibly not thinking straight, but i would hope this is how i should think when i am sober and im just afraid to. whatever
i need to play more rugby, its everything, its everything normal life lacks. its adrenaline
im thinking way to much
usually im sort of scard of someone being in my house and hurting my family and stuff like that, like someone has broke in ot rob and kill us. But tonight if i say anyone in my god damn house i would do unfathimal things to them. not like i wouldnt any night if anyone broke into my house, but im like hoping for it tonight. i can get so angry sometimes it scares and even hurts me, its ridiculous
but im a super guy!i swear
so this is continuous happiness, you know i always imagined it something more...
sure im drunk and possibly not thinking straight, but i would hope this is how i should think when i am sober and im just afraid to. whatever
i need to play more rugby, its everything, its everything normal life lacks. its adrenaline
im thinking way to much