Jun 02, 2005 23:58
Prom is tomorrow... i feel like i should be able to write a novel on life, but i aint got shit! which is depressing. What a joke this all is, the end of high school is seen by some people as like a way out, but noones going anywhere. College neat, its the same bullshit stuff, just more money. we havent accomplished anything, were little fuckbag kids who run around on the weekends getting stupid and fight eachother, cause it makes us feel better about ourselves. Life is scary as hell, and thats how i cant tell im still a kid, and thank god for that.
Camping this weekend, something about it seems a little off. Like theres a couple thinsg about it that just arent right, like i can see problems and bad senerios going thru my head. And everyones like nothings going to happen were not guna get in trouble, which is dumb cause the least we could do is look out for ourselves. I just really hopes everything goes smoothly, i know its guna be fun, i just hope nothing blah happens.
NY state rugby all star game on sunday i still havent decided if i wanna go, ill prolly decide the day of.
School if gayer then ever before. we have a week left, and i have more work then ive had all year, I HAVE TO FINISH A BOOK AND GET TESTED ON IT BY NEXT FRIDAY, how fucking gay is that! like y do u feel you NEED to be a prick and give us more work for the week!
I think the most fasiating thing is how someone can think so much different from you and in their head they can justify it and believe what they say and do is completely ok. and you think "any normal person would think this assholes an idiot just like me right?" and it turns out that person has more friends then you. So i think ive come to the conclusion that normal has become somewhere around the lines of (scumbags, self-centered people, 8th grade sluts, bitches, uneducated blacks, tools, and football coaches.) and me... im just fucked up and weird, FINE BY THIS MOTHERFUCKER RIGHT HERE!
ill be back to tell stories of the weekend...
o ya... and i love everythings thats happend to me in high school EVERYTHING and EVERYONE...IDEA!!! maybe ill make a list next time of all the people i like and disslike, nah stupid idea ill forget anways