ugh

[fikemeeney]

So, my girlfriend turned 21. which is awesome. we can do more things together now. which i love. but she kinda made me feel like an ass because, well i don't know how, i felt a little neglected at the party but i realize she was havin her fun and drunk. i've been that drunk myself just not around her. it was a new experience, took me a lil while to fully tell her how i felt. she didn't remember anything so i had to pretty much relive it an i didn't enjoy it. then i tried texting her at work an it came across wrong. ironically enough i just wanna get drunk and forget about it. we're both over it but..ya know, i'm sittin here in my room listening to Fort Minor (not as good as i hoped, not enough Jay Z) and waiting for her to call before she goes to sleep so my mind is wandering and i need to do somethin else..but this lj entry kinda sorta smoothed my train of thought out so..bravo.

anyhooo

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