all i fear means nothing...
alright i am so freakn sad right know...i can't even see straight
Mike you know the wonderfull pervert
the loveable idiot
i just found out he was just going to use me
and my friend told me this
he said that they were talking and mike said 'i could fuck every girl in this school'
and of course Ryan goes 'eww dude you want 2 fuck a 6th grader?!'
'no dumbass i mean the 8th graders'
'oh'
'and there all going to Riverview next year'
i loved him
I WAS GOING TO GO BEHIND MY FRIENDS BACK AND NOT TO MENTION MY PARENTS JUST TO BE WITH HIM!!!! I FUCKING GAVE MY EVERYTHING TO HIM
WHATS HE DO WITH IT!?!??
FUCKING SHREDS IT INTO PEICES
i really loved him
he made me feel wanted and loved
like i mattered
and what does he do!?
BRAKES ME
i really loved him damnit i mean jesus christ he said he would make me stop hurting myself and that he would make me smile again not the fake smiles i pass out to everyone
he could see right through me
he made me tremble
he made me laugh
and know he makes me cry
i should have known better then to trust him after his past relationships i should have just not thought he would change
i'm an idiot
a fool
i mean....thats just so...so wrong
how could he do that?!?!
Kyle said he'd kick his ass for me but i said not to
i cried for like ever
Since mike made me feel so great about myself know that he's gone...
i feel gross
ugly
unwanted
i can't even look in the mirror without wanting to break it because of the grotesc image i preseeve
i just want to break it with my fist and feel the pain of the glass
god...i've never felt so damn unhappy
i'm such a fool to think that he'd change i'm a fucking fool
your so predictable mike your so godamn predictable
i'm done with this shit i'm not gonna fall in love anymore
everytime i try to fall in love they all want to know why i'm so broken why am i scared what am i afraid of i don't even know i tried so hard to figure it out but it all came crashing down i've been dreaming that you would come back but your never coming back....
i can't see that goofy smile or that stupid mohawk that you have ever again because i know that if i do i'll just cry because i can never have it or call it my own.
but beggers can't be chooser's i suppose
welp..on a somewhat lighter note i think my dad is trying to sneek alchol behind my back
nope that wasn't lighter at all
TODAY F****** SUCKS
i'm just going to cry it out hopefull then the pain will go away
Mike you know the wonderfull pervert
the loveable idiot
i just found out he was just going to use me
and my friend told me this
he said that they were talking and mike said 'i could fuck every girl in this school'
and of course Ryan goes 'eww dude you want 2 fuck a 6th grader?!'
'no dumbass i mean the 8th graders'
'oh'
'and there all going to Riverview next year'
i loved him
I WAS GOING TO GO BEHIND MY FRIENDS BACK AND NOT TO MENTION MY PARENTS JUST TO BE WITH HIM!!!! I FUCKING GAVE MY EVERYTHING TO HIM
WHATS HE DO WITH IT!?!??
FUCKING SHREDS IT INTO PEICES
i really loved him
he made me feel wanted and loved
like i mattered
and what does he do!?
BRAKES ME
i really loved him damnit i mean jesus christ he said he would make me stop hurting myself and that he would make me smile again not the fake smiles i pass out to everyone
he could see right through me
he made me tremble
he made me laugh
and know he makes me cry
i should have known better then to trust him after his past relationships i should have just not thought he would change
i'm an idiot
a fool
i mean....thats just so...so wrong
how could he do that?!?!
Kyle said he'd kick his ass for me but i said not to
i cried for like ever
Since mike made me feel so great about myself know that he's gone...
i feel gross
ugly
unwanted
i can't even look in the mirror without wanting to break it because of the grotesc image i preseeve
i just want to break it with my fist and feel the pain of the glass
god...i've never felt so damn unhappy
i'm such a fool to think that he'd change i'm a fucking fool
your so predictable mike your so godamn predictable
i'm done with this shit i'm not gonna fall in love anymore
everytime i try to fall in love they all want to know why i'm so broken why am i scared what am i afraid of i don't even know i tried so hard to figure it out but it all came crashing down i've been dreaming that you would come back but your never coming back....
i can't see that goofy smile or that stupid mohawk that you have ever again because i know that if i do i'll just cry because i can never have it or call it my own.
but beggers can't be chooser's i suppose
welp..on a somewhat lighter note i think my dad is trying to sneek alchol behind my back
nope that wasn't lighter at all
TODAY F****** SUCKS
i'm just going to cry it out hopefull then the pain will go away