My Weekend
Alright so hopefully you are all not blind and can read this awesome color that I picked out because black is just to plain and boring to describe to you my amazing weekend...and don't expect for me to be all correct with my punctuation and what not because this isn't a school paper its a journal entry and I will just be rambling about the good and bad of my past weekend so here we go first off I had to work Friday night which was supposed to suck because work usually does but this time it was pretty fun and I was pretty excited about these 2 new outfits that I bought one was a full body fishnet thingy and the other was just a really sexy short see through dress so I felt beautiful and that usually makes my nights better but also because I decided for the first time in a long time i'd go in sober and stay sober all night even after work no beer for me it was sort of a personal goal I guess but anyways so I hung out with a few pretty cool tables which is always cool because sitting with old weirdos is always awkward I never know what to talk about you know I mean Im 19 and some of these guys are like in their 40's so I just sit and drink my drink with the only talking going on is everyone else in the club it's pretty lame but whatever my night gets better again I ended up sitting with a couple cool guys that brought his friend there that had just turned 18 and it was funny watching him tip girls and shit and his friends were just funny guys so they kept me entertained pretty much my whole night and wanted to hangout with me after work and even though I normally don't do that I said okay and told them where to meet me and since my roomates were home I knew that if anything weird were to happen they would be there to save the day but nothing major went on there just watched random music videos and feel asleep basically so maybe my Friday wasn't the coolest but it was a chill day alright well then came Saturday and for you to totally understand why this day ruled so hard I'll have to step back and explain to you about a certain boy alright well this boy means teh world to me and for a while I got overly obsessed with him and blah blah im sure you know how that goes you love someone and they don't love you back and you feel hopeless or whatever alright so back to my point (if there even is one to all this) the boy calls me and wants to hangout so of course I said yes and was blown away like I felt like a little girl and her first crush or something now let me remind those of you that forgot that feeling it is absolutely amazing and I think it's different for you and everyone else then it is for me and if not then it should be because that feeling should be unexplainable by everyone and ah I keep getting off track about my day okay so anyway he comes and picks me up and he is with one of my good friends who I love dearly he's pretty much my brother and I don't see him very often so that was another plus about this car ride including the fact that my love was driving and called me so yada yada ya we get back to his apartment and smoked a little bit and my friend gave me an adderall so I was feeling pretty nice everything around me was perfect I had my friends and good music with a little bit of fun stuff in between convos that went on forever until finally leading nowhere and my favorite thing is old memories that your amazed anyone remembered ahhh I love it but yea so me and my dream guy went to eat crazy buffet because we were starving and he loves that place so after we get there and sit down I end up running into 2 different people that Im not to fond of the first one ill just say his first name is zach and then the other one is a girl I work with and I dont know her real name and honestly I hadn't figured out my feelings towards her at that very moment until I came back with my plate of food and seen that she was sitting with a customer from work which im sure you all know how nasty that is if your following me but if your not just believe me that nothing involving pride and dignity comes from that situation it means usually only one thing and when they are like 30 years older then you then it really narrows it down to that one nasty thing and when she realized I saw her and knew all about it she quit being mean at work and I wasnt "the new girl", "dirty ass slut", "cheap whore", or "whatever she felt like putting here" so that was cool but whatever I went home soon after all of that and didn't really do very much to be honest with you listened to some music because that is probably the biggest part of my life and I think I ordered pizza and then took a taxi back to my friends house and taxi's are always a fun experience to me but I like meeting strangers and talking to them about their life because I will never know if its the truth or not and either way I'll have to believe it because I don't know any better but i doubt you care about my taxi ride I knew Id just ramble about pointless things especially when I know not to many people care about what my weekends consist of but whatever im bored and you arent forced to read this long boring life of ashley entry ok so I get inside and of course start with the party stuff and watch some MLG Pro stuff with them which was actually entertaining to me and when that was all over I was higher then a kite and watched some comedy thing with the love and I seriously think I laughed the whole entire show and probably peed in my pants but oh did the laughing feel nice and laying with someone that I love at the same time I think that is as good as it gets eh maybe not as good as it gets because I enjoy coming home to my Oliver kitty and giving him kisses...aww yes that is most definitely as good as it gets but damn I didn't think this would be so long and boring so lets skip and get to the crazy parts of it alright so basically I stayed the night saturday and sunday and came home early monday morning and went to bed for a while because I didnt feel all that well and when I woke up I realized I needed to get cigarettes but my roomate was busy so I had to wait but couldnt so I went outside in hopes to get a cigarette and not only did I get one but I made some friends and smoked a little bit and got some goodies which is probably why im writting this long boring story but yea now im just here listening to some of the best bands in the world looking at the sun peak in through the blinds and it is beautiful I must say It's things like that that makes me feel like life is worth every bad day because of the one random beautiful or fun thing will erase more then half of your bad days and that is something I have recently learned and am happy that I did because it helps me smile daily but that was my whole weekend and Im sorry I bored you with it but I promise the next one wont be so much random shit and it wont be about my weekend so have a good day or night whatever it is.....