This is not for your pity because you dont know me
Green is my favorite color
I once had a stuffed hipo named mops who I told everything to and he really could hear it and really helped me through the rain and the world well so I thought.....
I have 3 sisters and 1 brother that I would give the world too and give anything I have to see them again and tell them I love them and everything is okay with me im just lost right now....
BIG SISTER (Megan) I lost her to drugs...
MIDDLE SISTER (Kelsey) I lost her to me doing drugs
LITTLE SISTER ( Madison)Aka.(Pumpkin) I lost her to my job and hurting myself
BROTHER (Nicholas)Aka.(Bubby) He's scared of me because of me trying to kill myself and drugs
I have 2 cats named oliver and layla...but I have had a cat named midnight when I was younger who I loved sooo much and Ive had a beagal terrier named molly pocket that I had to give away because I was homeless and my mom wouldnt let me keep her..then there was chewy man and he was my little guinea pig and I wasnt there for that one....RIP:chewyyyyy
I trust everyone and its not a good thing
Fall is my favorite season and the smell of rain at night
I run from everything and I dont think I can stop running because its best to get away as fast as possible and you might not understand that one but trust me just fucking run far far away
Now you know a few things about me but does that really even matter because you'll never meet me and you will never know me:
Im not writting this for public because I need pity or for you to tell me how sorry you feel for me because you could never really feel that way so here is me getting this off my chest a little
I havent went to a "family dinner on holidays" for like 4 years so no christmas for me just a random house alone..The only people that were every there for me are all gone to drugs...I lost the love of my life...I watched my grandma kill herself because my grandpa was laying dead...My dad used to have sex with me and make others for drugs...My mom hates me and all I want is her to love me and listen to me when Im sad..I also want to get enough balls to end everything because im to miserable to keep walking...