a realization
I just realized why I'm having such a difficult time telling him. I actually really like him and I don't want to have my heart broken. It's all fear, fear of rejection, fear of the unknown, fear of something actually being real. The other times I've told, I've had my heart broken or lied to, I'm afraid of that and I guess I never really liked them like I like him. Although I want him to make the first move, I know he won't. I don't know if I want to make the first move. He has a beautiful soul and I really want to know him better. He's not like other guys though, he's older and knows what is needed for a good relationship. I know that I only really met him a couple of months ago but I really feel like he's a person that I would like to spend my time with, I'd want to spend my time persuing a relationship with him. Please, any advice on this would be really helpful, how do I tell him, how do I find out if it's mutual?
<3
Victoria
<3
Victoria