Sep 21, 2007 01:36
Well. On one hand i've had an amazing day. and on the other i'm lonely and frustrated at the person i love.
i sold my childhood home this evening. That's HUGE. Its going to take quite some time to sink in.
on the other hand.... i think i'm losing hope in my boyfriend moving here, and us being together. I'm going to focus on the good and remind myself that i'm not a bad person for doing so.
godamnit world, treat him right for a while please... i need it. i need him here and you know it.
i'm drunk on expensive champagne and beer and bourbon. and damnit i NEED someone here to share this with other than my friends.
fuck.
and also
/dances and bounces around the room.
woe.
conflicted feelings.
i cannot stop listening to Jimmy Eat World - kill and polaris. ho hum, i wonder why... stupid lyrics