What did you possibly expect under this condition
5 things of the past couple of weeks:
I'm worried about
1. how things will be between my boyfriend and i when he gets to sydney in the next couple of months
2. uni essays/readings i need to catch up on but cant find the concentration to do
3. that i'm getting into bad habits that weren't there before
4. my sister
5. the future
I've been drinking
1. makers mark
2. coffee
3. weird concotion of iced tea, ice, tequila, peach schnapps and lime
4. oj, tequila and peach schnapps (fuzzy peach navel.. damn tasty)
5. not enough water
I've been reading
1. marvel 1602
2. Teen Titans (damn you scans daily!)
3. His Dark Materials - The Amber Spyglass
4. Livejournal f'list
5. Planetary (random comic the guy in the comic shop suggested)
I've been watching
1. veronica mars season 1
2. smallville season 5 (struggling to watch it, the kent parents are too freaking sappy)
3. supernatural (and can i add.. friends list? specifically trollprincess and monkeycrackmary i blame the two of you.. that much love, you wonder what all the fuss is about :p any other shows to recommend? haha)
4. prison break season 1
5. law and order svu and crimtent
I've been listening to
1. bright eyes - digital ash in a digital urn
2. coldplay - a rush of blood to the head
3. death cab for cutie - plans
4. jack's mannequin - everything in transit (simply because it refuses to get out of my head)
5. elliott smith - xo (avoiding waltz #2 because it doesnt fail to make me cry every damn time now)
I've been annoyed by:
1. the fact that i cannot avoid themes of termnial illness, inability to communicate, parents death, grief or long distance relationships in like EVERYTHING im watching. its still very upsetting to watch this stuff.. the first episode of house this season? ok that?... was just cruel.
2. windows media player 11. stupid thing has stuffed with my mp3 player. my computer won't recognise its even plugged in anymore, let alone let me transfer anything to it :(
3. the fact that i cannot uninstall said stupid media player program
4. random people logging into my ftp and spamming my internet connection with connection packets thus locking up both windows and my internet connection
5. when files i burn onto a dvd won't play on my player (season finals of both veronica mars and supernatural screwed up and wouldnt play when the whole rest of the season was perfect)
I've been thinking about
1. that its nice to be spending time with glory again, since our friendship dissolved for a year or so and she's been a great source of comfort and advice for me in the past its nice reconnecting with people i care about even if the circumstances for it aren't all that great.
2. that i love having a house that katie and I live in together without anyone to tell me what to do. i can cook what i want, watch what i want, drink when i want and sleep when i want.
3. that i need to get more exercise because i feel really good afterwards
4. that i am both giddily anticipating my boyfriends arrival and being scared of it.
5. trying to work out which is better... well maybe not better, but weighing up both ideas.. the situation ive faced over the past 6 or 7 years of nursing both my parents through mnd and my sister and i being on our own.. or having a shitty relationship with them and never having been half as close to my parents as i have been.
I've been browsing the net looking at
1. wikipedia entries for authors of the comics i've read recently
2. drawings of english robin birds to find a good sketch for the tattoo i'm planning
3. my new favourite site
4. photography sites through stumble
5. information about and fansites of his dark materials (looking for info about the movie that is supposedly going to get made)
well.. that was a needed purge :p lists never fail to get me typing thoughts that i have trouble arranging otherwise.
I'm worried about
1. how things will be between my boyfriend and i when he gets to sydney in the next couple of months
2. uni essays/readings i need to catch up on but cant find the concentration to do
3. that i'm getting into bad habits that weren't there before
4. my sister
5. the future
I've been drinking
1. makers mark
2. coffee
3. weird concotion of iced tea, ice, tequila, peach schnapps and lime
4. oj, tequila and peach schnapps (fuzzy peach navel.. damn tasty)
5. not enough water
I've been reading
1. marvel 1602
2. Teen Titans (damn you scans daily!)
3. His Dark Materials - The Amber Spyglass
4. Livejournal f'list
5. Planetary (random comic the guy in the comic shop suggested)
I've been watching
1. veronica mars season 1
2. smallville season 5 (struggling to watch it, the kent parents are too freaking sappy)
3. supernatural (and can i add.. friends list? specifically trollprincess and monkeycrackmary i blame the two of you.. that much love, you wonder what all the fuss is about :p any other shows to recommend? haha)
4. prison break season 1
5. law and order svu and crimtent
I've been listening to
1. bright eyes - digital ash in a digital urn
2. coldplay - a rush of blood to the head
3. death cab for cutie - plans
4. jack's mannequin - everything in transit (simply because it refuses to get out of my head)
5. elliott smith - xo (avoiding waltz #2 because it doesnt fail to make me cry every damn time now)
I've been annoyed by:
1. the fact that i cannot avoid themes of termnial illness, inability to communicate, parents death, grief or long distance relationships in like EVERYTHING im watching. its still very upsetting to watch this stuff.. the first episode of house this season? ok that?... was just cruel.
2. windows media player 11. stupid thing has stuffed with my mp3 player. my computer won't recognise its even plugged in anymore, let alone let me transfer anything to it :(
3. the fact that i cannot uninstall said stupid media player program
4. random people logging into my ftp and spamming my internet connection with connection packets thus locking up both windows and my internet connection
5. when files i burn onto a dvd won't play on my player (season finals of both veronica mars and supernatural screwed up and wouldnt play when the whole rest of the season was perfect)
I've been thinking about
1. that its nice to be spending time with glory again, since our friendship dissolved for a year or so and she's been a great source of comfort and advice for me in the past its nice reconnecting with people i care about even if the circumstances for it aren't all that great.
2. that i love having a house that katie and I live in together without anyone to tell me what to do. i can cook what i want, watch what i want, drink when i want and sleep when i want.
3. that i need to get more exercise because i feel really good afterwards
4. that i am both giddily anticipating my boyfriends arrival and being scared of it.
5. trying to work out which is better... well maybe not better, but weighing up both ideas.. the situation ive faced over the past 6 or 7 years of nursing both my parents through mnd and my sister and i being on our own.. or having a shitty relationship with them and never having been half as close to my parents as i have been.
I've been browsing the net looking at
1. wikipedia entries for authors of the comics i've read recently
2. drawings of english robin birds to find a good sketch for the tattoo i'm planning
3. my new favourite site
4. photography sites through stumble
5. information about and fansites of his dark materials (looking for info about the movie that is supposedly going to get made)
well.. that was a needed purge :p lists never fail to get me typing thoughts that i have trouble arranging otherwise.