Jul 12, 2010 11:03
So here it is.
Today I'm looking at what could be, my next place. Move number 23 in my lifetime.
It doesn't exactly feel real yet.
But I've decided to start cleaning and packing a little today. I need to figure out what's important and what I could live without. Sell what items I can to help me in the moving process. Once the room becomes more empty, I should start to feel just how real this is. This won't be my room anymore. Though it will always be my home. I had no idea what it felt like to call a place home before this one.
I'd moved soooooo many times in my life, no place remained as steady and secure until this one. 10 years and counting for my family here. I'll certainly be visiting when I can.
What occurred to me yesterday, is that I also have to do some shopping for the bathroom. I want to design my own living space as I had wanted to design this room. Dark, romantic, and just a bit nerdy.
I just, don't know how to describe this feeling. I almost don't want to go, because no one is joining me today. It's going to be really awkward by myself.
Well time to get ready. This is it. If I like this place, I'll be living there.
Why hello, reality.