Jun 26, 2010 14:14
Really upset about work right now. Apparently someone made up a complete lie about me. Some mistake was made in counting out a driver, and it was said I did it. I haven't even been trained to do that yet, so it's utter bullshit. I asked my cousin who could have said something like that, and she didn't reveal. I don't like nor trust that. At all.
I feel like someone's trying to throw me under the bus. Everyone knows I'm up for the promotion now, and that's just plain dirty dealings. I'm going to speak to the assistant manager about the situation and seek his counsel.
I have a bad feeling it's my ex that told the lie. He constantly finds things to blame on me, and it seems like I'm always the first fucking name out of his mouth. I'm sick of that. I am not the one who makes every single mistake. He even blames me for shit that is his fault.
And I'm going to ask him to check himself before he speaks it. I have no problem admitting a wrong doing, but when it isn't me making the mistake, I don't want to feel like I have to prove myself. I'm so exhausted by it.
He seriously tries to give me a bad name ALL THE TIME. I'm at wits end about it, seriously so pissed just thinking of this now.
I have to get ready for another day of this bullshit. I hope speaking to the assistant manager can give me some insight, which is why I'm going in early.
Wish me luck.