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Okay so my date did go well, BUT do I really like this guy? I don't think I do? Which is sad. I'm sure he's a great guy. I just, don't think he's something special. Hot? You bet your ass he is! Physically he sends me flying in a lustful haze, but when the fog clears, I'm left with this dull feeling. He isn't very nerdy, or dorky, or geeky, or funny....which is important to me. It matches with me, and any guy who isn't remotely interested in looking in the graphic novel section of the book store with me...well, isn't really my type.
There you go, he isn't my type. Still, I think I should give him one more shot, and that maybe if I bring him into my world for a bit, there maybe some harmony. If not I give up.
On top of that, there has been one guy on my mind in the last month or so, that I really want to pursue. It isn't Brian. It is somebody I kissed about 3 days after Brian deleted me from his life. It's someone who seems almost forbidden to desire or have, and even harder to catch. Someone who I never thought I would kiss.
My exes best friend. Chris.
NOT Devil, that would be one fucked up twist now wouldn't it? LMAO.
Though I do miss Chris and Kelly's company. Damn.
Anyway, this is a different Chris. I've known Chris B. for about 2 years now, and we had run into each other on one of my karaoke nights out with Tiffany. In which he started acting funny, like, into me sorta funny.
I can't explain it. It was weird. First accusing me of not being over his friend. So I told him, "I was dating another guy for about 5 months, so I'm pretty sure I'm over Tim".
"Oh, 'was' being that you are no longer dating this guy?"
It was obvious that he was fishing for me to tell him I'm single.
Then the tone in his voice when he complimented my weight loss.
Then offering to take me home when Tiffany was ready to leave, and we weren't.
Then getting my phone number so that we could hang out sometime, which we'd never done without Tim being there.
Finally, the biggest hint of all. "I would like to walk you to your door".
The bells and whistles go off in my head at this point. He IS into me. How the HELL is he into me? Why the HELL am I into him? He's was nothing but an ass to me throughout my relationship with his friend...what universe have I "Quantum Leaped" into? AL!!!!!!!
Nervousness kicks in, but I brave it and once we get to the door I tell him straight up with confidence that I would like to kiss him.
"Oh really? What makes you think I will let you kiss me?"
I pondered it for a second, and literally said "Hmmmm, fuck it". Kissed him for a good moment, and he was not bad at all. He reciprocated, and the look on his face, was somewhat shocked but satisfied with the outcome.
I've seen him a few times since then....one time Tim was there, and he was awkward the whole night. The others he was more comfortable and wanting to hang out with me. I really think if I played the cards right, I can at least get a date with him.
See if there is anything beyond that kiss. Because I can't fucking get it off my mind.
Funny how it works, and the guy who challenges you is the one you are most attracted to.
Anyway, those are just some thoughts swirling around atm.
Does anyone have advice on how to ask this guy out? Or should I give up on the thought?
There you go, he isn't my type. Still, I think I should give him one more shot, and that maybe if I bring him into my world for a bit, there maybe some harmony. If not I give up.
On top of that, there has been one guy on my mind in the last month or so, that I really want to pursue. It isn't Brian. It is somebody I kissed about 3 days after Brian deleted me from his life. It's someone who seems almost forbidden to desire or have, and even harder to catch. Someone who I never thought I would kiss.
My exes best friend. Chris.
NOT Devil, that would be one fucked up twist now wouldn't it? LMAO.
Though I do miss Chris and Kelly's company. Damn.
Anyway, this is a different Chris. I've known Chris B. for about 2 years now, and we had run into each other on one of my karaoke nights out with Tiffany. In which he started acting funny, like, into me sorta funny.
I can't explain it. It was weird. First accusing me of not being over his friend. So I told him, "I was dating another guy for about 5 months, so I'm pretty sure I'm over Tim".
"Oh, 'was' being that you are no longer dating this guy?"
It was obvious that he was fishing for me to tell him I'm single.
Then the tone in his voice when he complimented my weight loss.
Then offering to take me home when Tiffany was ready to leave, and we weren't.
Then getting my phone number so that we could hang out sometime, which we'd never done without Tim being there.
Finally, the biggest hint of all. "I would like to walk you to your door".
The bells and whistles go off in my head at this point. He IS into me. How the HELL is he into me? Why the HELL am I into him? He's was nothing but an ass to me throughout my relationship with his friend...what universe have I "Quantum Leaped" into? AL!!!!!!!
Nervousness kicks in, but I brave it and once we get to the door I tell him straight up with confidence that I would like to kiss him.
"Oh really? What makes you think I will let you kiss me?"
I pondered it for a second, and literally said "Hmmmm, fuck it". Kissed him for a good moment, and he was not bad at all. He reciprocated, and the look on his face, was somewhat shocked but satisfied with the outcome.
I've seen him a few times since then....one time Tim was there, and he was awkward the whole night. The others he was more comfortable and wanting to hang out with me. I really think if I played the cards right, I can at least get a date with him.
See if there is anything beyond that kiss. Because I can't fucking get it off my mind.
Funny how it works, and the guy who challenges you is the one you are most attracted to.
Anyway, those are just some thoughts swirling around atm.
Does anyone have advice on how to ask this guy out? Or should I give up on the thought?