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Lately I have been sad. I feel like I have lost many friends. And the ones that I still am in touch with I don’t have any chances to see. I also feel like I am uninteresting. Nothing is really happening in my life. I mean there is the whole losing my house thing, and having to quit my job cause of that. And there’s heather and I breaking up. But I doubt any of that is really interesting. They are just really events but nor interesting ones. I did go to California and hike in the desert and I saw the Grand Canyon. I don’t know perhaps I need to throw a party. I am thinking about perhaps moving to Boston but I am worried that I would miss my friends down here too much. Though really again like I said I do not see them often and in many cases feel like there is not even a want for contact anyhow. So perhaps it would not be so bad cause I would not be missed too much. Basically I am down and am not sure hot to get back up. Or I said it before but I may just disappear for a half a year or so. Anyone is welcome to come with me. I know where I would be going and it would be easy living and fun.