Jul 07, 2005 19:54
So all I do with my life anymore is work. Come home. Eat dinner. Go to bed. Wake up and GO TO WORK!! I mean I like work and all, but I wish I had more to do than just that. I am the only one home with my parents because Sarah is in Mexico and Jen obviously doesn't live here because she has a job in MD and is there. Which sucks, I just can't believe that we have all gotten this old. I feel like we should still be 4, 6, and 8 and be playing in the backyard in our playhouse that my dad and grandfather built for us. Can we please go back to those times. I miss it, i really do.
I am so excited for my Sarah to be home. I miss her so much. We are so close that I do realize how much I miss having her around until she is not here and in Mexico. We always lived in the same room when we were lil and always had the same kind of dreams and went to the same college, are in the same sorority. I don't want this to be her last year of college. She is going to be a senior kids...what to do without her. She is always there to take care of me and I take care of her when she is upset and I am her transportation when she is othewise unable to drive herself.
So other than work, not much is going on in my life. I wish I had more of a social life, but when your rents go to bed at 10 pm, and you can't get in and out of your house by yourself, you are kind of stuck. So in other words, I do nothing. Which isn't bad sometimes, because it makes you save money, but it is nice to hang out with people sometimes. I have a lot of credit cards to pay off from school, but I am almost done so working this much is paying off somehow and I am saving some up for the coming school year so I can enjoy it somewhat.
I am waiting for an email back from SSD to see when I can retest so I can hopefully go to Linz's for that and for the PCD Party. My dad won't give me a decision until I hear back from SSD about being able to retest though. I hope he lets me go, and that I can drive by myself. I am really looking forward to my dad letting me drive to Linz's on my own. That is a big deal for him so if he lets me do it, I know he really trust me and is willing to let the rope out a lil further and let me go. So lets pray he says I can go and drive by myself.
That is to someone who knows I am always thinking about them and wishing I could do more than I am for them. I would do anything for her to take her stress and hardships away. I know she can get through it.
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
Dance....I hope you dance.