Aug 11, 2005 14:26
Alrighty then...Here is me, updating...but first...I RANT!
I'm really pissed off at someone right now because they keep letting me down. They say they'll do something, then proceed not to F*CKING DO THE THINGS THEY SAY THEY WILL. It's so annoying, and if I confront said person, they'll just tell me they're a horrible person, sorry. The things is, that's not true! They just keep making mistakes and rather than admitting mistakes, decide to blame themselves (i.e. the way they were raised, their parents, etc.)
Breathe...bbbbbbrrrreeeeaaaaattthhhheeeee...whew. I'm okay now. For some reason ranting here was more effective than ranting on my laptop. Odd.
Anyways, so lemme see what's new. I'm applying for a job at bridgeport mall, which is good cuz I need the money. I decided I'm packing too much into the fall (more on that in a minute) so I'm going to wait to enter the Big bros Big sisters program until winter, when things calm down a bit. The reason I say I'm packing too much into fall is because I'm trying out for the school soccer team, and (hopefully) I'll have a job, and school will have started, AND Ruschè and I are hoping to get into the gym this fall. Her so she can do Yoga, me so I can tone my muscles (I am determined not to have teeny T. Rex arms!!)
So Ruschè and I have gotten a bit of a schedule for the coming year. We're both going to get jobs, and fall we're doing the whole gym thing, winter we're belly dancing and possibly snow boarding, and spring we're break dancing and trying out for the tennis team. YAY for extracurricular activities that look good on college apps! We also figure we'll have to join some more clubs this year so we look active. OH! And we figured out our new styles for the next year. She's going for a Girl-next-door look, only more comfy, less preppy. And I'm going for a british-school girl sort of look with skirts and such. Ruschè says it's a good look for me because I can pull it off (without looking like an Avril) and because I am sort of an underground. Meaning I know about bands like The Matches and Matchbook Romance and The Observers.
On the Brian front, things are going fine. I had to ask to slow down because I was putting pressure on myself to do too much, but he was fine with that. The one somewhat worrisome thing is that he said he looked me up on google, and found my livejournal. He said he only read a bit, but I'm not actually sure how much he read, and I'm fairly sure that most of my first few entries had a lot to do with Nick. Ahhh well. Such is life.
So that's it, all that is new/interesting. For those of you who read this...which...umm...is only Corin...what do you think about the whole british-school-girl look? Can I pull it off?
Savvy
what's a tag? guess i'll find out!