sometimes i would like to disappear.
what happened to me?
i wish i remembered what it was like to feel like i had friends, or people who at least cared if i was still breathing or not. or what it was like to not be so damn nervous &weird all the time. &simply not care.
my dog died at 4:00 this morning. i'd like to get out of my house but it's snowing pretty badly &i'm definitely not driving in that. nuh uh.
i wish i remembered what it was like to feel like i had friends, or people who at least cared if i was still breathing or not. or what it was like to not be so damn nervous &weird all the time. &simply not care.
my dog died at 4:00 this morning. i'd like to get out of my house but it's snowing pretty badly &i'm definitely not driving in that. nuh uh.