Oh my god, a real life post!
So, I have realized that it is weird to have a journal that contains nothing but fiction, because its sort of like the author doesn't really exist. But I do exist, I swear! Currently, I exist between two places that I don't really live...because I am supposed to be moving into a house with my friend, but the house isn't built on time and I had to move out of my sister's place since she got married. Therefore, I am bouncing between my sister's house and my friend's parents' house for the next few weeks until the new house is ready. It's annoying as hell, especially since it means I can't be up on the internet late anymore because I have a desk top and can't bring it to my friend's parents' house.
I have to go back to my sister's house in the daytime, when I'm not working, to work on my story. I am typing on my friend's laptop since she is at work and I'm off, and I'm hoping to God she doesn't figure out what I'm doing on her computer because any hint of anything gay squicks the hell out of her and she'd freak if she discovers my favorite pastime is reading or writing slash fanfiction. Although, it has occured to me that she is going to have to find out at some point because when I live with her, she'll sort of wonder what I'm up to on the internet all the time...has anyone ever been de-friended for being into slash, I wonder? I'm thinking it's a definite possibility with her...or, she'll just start praying for my soul and trying to get my back to God. I don't think I'm away from God, but I don't think we believe in the same one- my God likes gay people just the way they are, seeing as he created them that way, that's what I think.
So...other stuff about me, I'm working at a group home and just got finished teaching British Lit. to a homeschool group. I'm trying to find a job as an esthetician, although not very hard because I am the world's biggest procrastinator and even though I love change I dislike instigating it...I am a walking irony.
I have to go back to my sister's house in the daytime, when I'm not working, to work on my story. I am typing on my friend's laptop since she is at work and I'm off, and I'm hoping to God she doesn't figure out what I'm doing on her computer because any hint of anything gay squicks the hell out of her and she'd freak if she discovers my favorite pastime is reading or writing slash fanfiction. Although, it has occured to me that she is going to have to find out at some point because when I live with her, she'll sort of wonder what I'm up to on the internet all the time...has anyone ever been de-friended for being into slash, I wonder? I'm thinking it's a definite possibility with her...or, she'll just start praying for my soul and trying to get my back to God. I don't think I'm away from God, but I don't think we believe in the same one- my God likes gay people just the way they are, seeing as he created them that way, that's what I think.
So...other stuff about me, I'm working at a group home and just got finished teaching British Lit. to a homeschool group. I'm trying to find a job as an esthetician, although not very hard because I am the world's biggest procrastinator and even though I love change I dislike instigating it...I am a walking irony.