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because i don't want johnny's girl to be upset about me anytime in the future i told him to throw away the letters i sent him.
memories are hard to let go, but i think by me giving him permission to throw it out with no hard feelings, i'm allowing him and his girlfriend a favor.
i think one of the most painful things i find in this relationship is his unwillingness to let go, and his friendship with her debilitates his ability to. i'm not saying he should throw away those things to make me feel better, hell no. but i just feel like some things bother me to the point where it drains my heart of all emotion. but it's my job to get over it. and i can't be upset forever.
i'm so emo haha.
because i don't want johnny's girl to be upset about me anytime in the future i told him to throw away the letters i sent him.
memories are hard to let go, but i think by me giving him permission to throw it out with no hard feelings, i'm allowing him and his girlfriend a favor.
i think one of the most painful things i find in this relationship is his unwillingness to let go, and his friendship with her debilitates his ability to. i'm not saying he should throw away those things to make me feel better, hell no. but i just feel like some things bother me to the point where it drains my heart of all emotion. but it's my job to get over it. and i can't be upset forever.
i'm so emo haha.