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so liz and i's six month anniversary was yesterday!! woooo!! it's kind of crazy, and it's hard to believe that it's been that long, but at the same time it really went by quickly. i really am in love and it's wonderful, but i'm still definitely scared about next year. just not being able to be with liz for the three weeks that hagen was here
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i'm afraid of the same thing. i don't have enough self-confidence or faith, i guess. it's just so hard and so scary. i hope she doesn't find someone better, because it would break my heart so bad. ugh. i'm not going to think about it, because i know that everything will work out and that we'll be together forever. yup.
yeah, i agree about the time thing. it feels like a lot more than six months - i know it's cliche, but i can't really remember what my life was like before liz was a huge part of it. i mean, i can, but i can't really remember how it feels, you know? and so the time isn't really a big issue because i'm pretty sure that we'll have years to count eventually, which makes me smile real wide. : D
so we'll see. only time will tell, right? and damn, i really love music. like if i didn't have music getting through all of this would be a lot tougher. i already have two songs in the works about all this college business. it's exciting.
no word on berklee - i get my email tomorrow!!! so i'll probably be in the library during SH, so you should go there too. : P
and yeah, hagen made it home safely! from now until i visit him we're going to email only in german so i can get practice. he's a good teacher.
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