May 15, 2004 16:46
I'm starting to like rap :x
Anyway so Friday night was really interesting, or shall I say the whole day!!! I love hanging out with Simone + people. I think I am coming out of my shell more or something, maybe I'm just horny. I don't know what is up with me heh. We hung out with lots of different people and although I didn't get laid (hahaha) I still had fun and shit.. I didn't go to bed until 3:30ish eep! (This entry was written the other day but I saved it and I am finally posting it hahaha)
I don't know, I just feel really different these days, a good different. I feel stronger and more able to confront things and do things. It's a good feeling and sometimes I do feel down but it goes away fast. I don't want to act like I am always feeling great but I feel great a lot more than I don't these days. It helps to have great people in my life weeeeeeeeee.
Oh and snap, I have a new crush and I think he's hot.. Well I always thought he was interesting, I mean I see him almost everyday but I was shy... WAS :) And that Adam dude, let me tell you... YUCK. Yuck from day one but then I let him loose because he's 26 and he called me a spazz. I don't take shit from anyone. I'm no spazz, I was just heavy on some Zantrex 3. He's just mad because I didn't want to come over and ''have a drink'' I'm no ho. I stayed on the phone for 2 hours with my friend John whom I am in love with but it will never be. Even if I/we want it so bad, we're just good friends. I wish he wouldn't have moved before me and Aaron broke up, I wish he would've moved after.. Oh well.