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My mother is on her way to pick up my grandmother to take her to the doctor so that he can tell her that she has less than a month to live.
liver cancer that has metastasized already.
my mom has known for 24 hours, my grandmother is about to find out, and i can't be there for either of them.
i'm stuck here in houston.
i can't be there for my mom, i can't be there to help her through this...
all because of theatre.
there is a time when you have to give up somethings that you love to do bc they are keeping you from doing the things that you NEED to do.
i have never felt so ineffective and helpless and worthless.
my poor mother.
liver cancer that has metastasized already.
my mom has known for 24 hours, my grandmother is about to find out, and i can't be there for either of them.
i'm stuck here in houston.
i can't be there for my mom, i can't be there to help her through this...
all because of theatre.
there is a time when you have to give up somethings that you love to do bc they are keeping you from doing the things that you NEED to do.
i have never felt so ineffective and helpless and worthless.
my poor mother.