Jul 23, 2004 19:04
I've been depressed lately :/. I'm not sure why but it probably has to do with different things that are going on with my life that I dont want to talk about...
Jess and Lauren are away and Kay is going away soon also :(. I <3 them. We actually Jess,Kay, and me created J*KAL. I think you can tell what it stands for but if you cant its Jess Kayleigh Allison (me) Lauren. Me, Kay, and Jess were all adopted and are actual parents are Lauren's parents they just didnt want us and only one physco daughter. Me and Kay ended up living in the same nieghborhood as Lauren anyway and Jess got sent to another nieghborhood 10 minutes away.
Jess went to the pochoanoes (however you spell it) today :(. She was gonna call *him* (none of you know who I am reffering to except Jess) for me because I was confused about something his friend told me because I dont know if its true or not... I hope its not. I love him so much and I realized he was about one of the only people who loved me and cared about me..
I'm also sad that Jess left because she's one of my best friends I dont know what I would do without her. Shes always there for me and cares for me. She always supported me when I was dating Andy unlike everyone else was. Jess has always been on my side and knows many things other people dont because I can tell her anything and she understands. She's the greatest and I hope she sees this but I doubt she will. I hope someone else I know sees it also...