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Lord why must I continue to be broken I am together for one day then I am undone. I cant even look up to the heavens all i can do is lye on my face to weak to pray hoping your fighting for me. My heart crys out HEAL ME! Someone asked me why I want to live a life where someone else rules it. A life where you have to care for the ones you would rather pass by. Why do I take something I could have been great at and crush it because God told me that doesnt honor him. You know I want to say that because of Jesus I live this life but I dont know if I can because, some parts of my heart say otherwise. Like Kevin said let your Yes be yes and your no be no. I want to say everything is all right but its not. Help me Jesus!!