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[fightthegate]

Im sad. I was sitting at a prayer night on friday looking areound when I realized we have only two new people. God broke me in that. I remember people who reached out to me and changed me. The only reason I came back to prayer on wednesday after my first time was because someone invited me to dinner. I am not that leader right now. God is changing that in me. I dont want the point to pass people by. When I think about it I want to scream. It brings me to tears to think of all that I have missed beacuse of my short sightedness. I want change so bad but I am only one man. I wonder if that is what Paul said. God I dont want to miss out I dont want your move to pass me by.

"What if the prayer of one man becomes as powerfull as the prayer of a thousand men"

"None live unto themself"