Feb 14, 2006 20:12
hum..this new year..not so sure about this..2006 has sure been full of excitment, new hook ups, heart breaks and well laughs and tears..
props to my best friend carlee for finding a guy who truely cares about her as much as she does about him..couldnt be happier for you 2..good luck and hopefully it all works out for the best..lewiston weekend? kyles bed? haha
well this week was kinda overwhelming for me..friday i caught my mom and chewy well lets just say doing something that you dont ever want to see your mom and her new discusting boyfriend doing on the couch..ya gross..so i have been trying to avoid her but it has been so hard due to the fact that her birthday was sunday and i got sick over the weekend causing her to worry about me more then i need her to..who knows im still trying to get over that but all i want is for her to dump her pathetic piece of man and find someone actually worth while..
valentines day is today and i was sick..woke up and ate a little something..trying to feel better..zac called had to pick him up and take him home so he wouldnt get yelled at and hung out with him for a few hours..carlee came by and we all hung..smoked a joint compliments of carlee..:) and i headed home..just been relaxing..hoping to go to school tomorrow..i miss all my friendds so much..i hate not being able to see them everyday..
didnt really see my valentine amanda today but i had offers from a few people including carlee and another friend to be theirs but it just isnt the same..id rather be alone on valentines day..romance isnt for me i guess..im better off being alone..
hopefully this next week off school will help me out and i will be able to figure out some things that are going on in my life..i could use some good thinking time..i need it..