i dont know what to think now

[fightmaster]

guys, i dont know what in the hell to think now. i mean, i know that i really love sonia and i feel it to. i want to be with her and marry her and have kids... the whole nine yards. but sometimes when she doesnt call me, or messege me, or send a carrier pigeon to let me know how everything is... i feel neglected and..... ... unloved. it feels like

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maybe..

[anonymous]

Maybe you think she is being negletful of you or whatever but like what if its just cause you have been together for a while and you know how in those tv comedies the wife always complains that the husband doesnt get her flowers like he used to but he doesnt anymore cause he thought she didnt care anymore? You know..like maybe she doesnt think you are "newlyweds" anymore. I wonder if you will understand what i am trying to say.

Well..i will give an example..Like Johnny used to be perfectly happy to just cuddle with me on the couch and listen to anything i say even if his favorite show was on. But now if i try to talk while we are laying on the couch together he will shush me and tell me that he wants to watch this show on tv and that im being mean cause i wont be quiet.. And it makes me feel less loved and less important. Like I often wish we could go back in time to when we had just started being in love so i could feel the same devotion again...

Anyways, I hope you understand what im trying to say and if it doesnt apply, then please disregard it. But if it does..then good.

The less obvious friend, Mira~

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[fightmaster]

ok i think i get what youre sayin. and that is that i need to buy her some flowers. j/k, but really i think i kinda understand. like a "tolerance" for love has been established. kinda like you do with alcohol or drugs (bad comparison). but which one of us has developed the tolerance... me or her?

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[anonymous]

Well, it would have to have been her cause you still expect the same as before...or..im not sure...*confused* Oh well, i hope your little gettaway works wonders ^_^

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[fightmaster]

i think that it might be me. well... not sure. he smile still makes me feel all warm inside and when she kisses me i still enjoy every moment of it... but sometimes i find myself wanting more. do i want more cuz im really not getting as much as i used to, or becuase the "norm" is workin as well as it used too? this is confusing.