change is good?

[fightinmadmatt]

Changing the way you feel is hard. Pretty much impossible. Changing my mind happens without any effort or voluntary action... The other part is hard.

I don't really know what I'm doing.

It's hard enough for me to keep track of my own ups and downs. I don't know how I expect any girl to deal with that. I'm not really being all that emo. I mean I am. But... it's more of a self-destructive thing. I'm a sucker for a girl that confuses the hell out of me, for some reason. That's been the case ever since I realized girls were, in fact, not gross. Ever since I realized that making out is badass, not ew.

I really hope I don't spend the rest of my life figuring things out. I just want one of these confusing girls to ... or rather, I want to figure out one of these girls out for good (hopefully the best one). So we can stay together, happily. Ever after? Sure. Why the fuck not?

NON-EMO ANNOUNCEMENT!
This weekend will most likely produce results from one of the two following categories:

1. CSS, so I can design a better website
2. The End is Nigh, so I can not be an asshole

God I hope I don't come across some way to automate a search to see how many times I've made some empty promise on my livejournal. That would be depressing.

PS!
This song goes great with these videos. It's the new Honda ASIMO videos from their December 05 update. It's a robot ^_^