being depressed should never happen to a happy lil people who go to wonderful viewpoint
it seems like everybody has their close group of friends who know the inside jokes that they all laugh about. just wondering from group to group during lunch and not knowing where to go because you dont' know where you belong. i miss those old friendships when we were like 8 when we would just have like 4 really close friends and you would always be happy cuz you would know who your real friends were and there was no backstabbing or having to consitantly think about what other people think of you or if your a completely annoying loser or something. And you would always have a best friend that you could share everything with. But now in middle school all there seems to be all these things that you would never even think of when we were younger. when we went to yosemite in 5th grade i thought it was the greatest trip of all time, cuz i was so close with only a few friends and everything was all happy and all my friends were into the hiking and the exercise (i know incredible isn't it) but as everyone knows yosemite was a complete nightmare that couldnt' have gone any worse (actually it could have but it was pretty bad). i wish i was back to the days where eveyrthing was simple. i'm just so sick of everything and everyone for being such stupid fucks (including myself but i can't help it).