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Fine. After a week or so of denying it, I still miss Chlemm. I miss a lot of very specific things, of which make me seem pathetic, but I also miss Her. What can I say? She is awesome to me. She's always been the person I never seem to tire of. The person I feel like talking to for hours...and it feels like minutes. The person who never made feel anxious. The person I felt....a fit with. The girl I've been loving quite unconditionally for years now. I need to write a more thought-out post about this (especially when sober - and yes, I feel this even when sober), but suffice it to say that even post-breakup, she continues to hold a very special place in my heart. I love that girl I love her madly.