Well.
It was another get right back together to break right back up again day. I've been thinking about going down to the starbucks with my book tonight and get some coffee and just read for awhile..i think it would make me feel better. all ive been doing is reading. I bought the Perks of being a wallflower cause i lost my copy last year and so I picked up about halfway through the book where I suppose I had left off..actualy I picked up alot before I left off but anyway, next thing I know it's 5 o clock in the morning and I'm done with the book. The da vinci code isnt as interesting as I thought it might be, it's actually kind of wierd cause it's got this wierd french theme, so some of the french shit in it...I dont understand. I'm thinking when I go to the Starbucks tonight I might buy a copy of a book called the Fountainhead. I heard in the book I was reading and from a friend actually that it was good. I just need something to occupy my time. But anyway.. I'm trying to buy a Chevy S-10 I wanna put some bags and a new motor and all that in it make it fast and low, go draggin and stuff. Put grey racing stripes on it (because it will be a black truck), maybe escalde wheels eventually..who knows...anyway....i've gotten way off topic..
I guess I don't need to think about girls anymore because the only girl that meant anything to me is gone...so fine..It might be better just so I can have alone time..I need to get a job. bad...I applied at Best Buy like 3 days ago, but they haven't called me...go figure..I don't think I'm getting the job. So I don't know. I guess I'm just focused on getting my G.E.D. going to a community college, getting my licensce, getting my truck and all the stuff for it, my new phone, paying court fines, money for my new tattoos, and another piercing. I think I'm getting my eyebrow pierced a second time, so they'll be right beside one another.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore..I really don't I'm so confused...And I'm alone..Not a good combination...
The only good news I have is that I'm trying to be a better person..Be nicer, Stop drinking as much, Stop cussing so much, be smarter, more inteligent, things like that..I think I can do it if I apply myself.
Other than that, I don't think I'm doin too good. I really don't. Lately I feel like something in my head is going to snap...I don't know when but I have to calm down, and not let things get to me so much.
oh well..I don't know what else to write at this point.
Lust always, Brandon
I guess I don't need to think about girls anymore because the only girl that meant anything to me is gone...so fine..It might be better just so I can have alone time..I need to get a job. bad...I applied at Best Buy like 3 days ago, but they haven't called me...go figure..I don't think I'm getting the job. So I don't know. I guess I'm just focused on getting my G.E.D. going to a community college, getting my licensce, getting my truck and all the stuff for it, my new phone, paying court fines, money for my new tattoos, and another piercing. I think I'm getting my eyebrow pierced a second time, so they'll be right beside one another.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore..I really don't I'm so confused...And I'm alone..Not a good combination...
The only good news I have is that I'm trying to be a better person..Be nicer, Stop drinking as much, Stop cussing so much, be smarter, more inteligent, things like that..I think I can do it if I apply myself.
Other than that, I don't think I'm doin too good. I really don't. Lately I feel like something in my head is going to snap...I don't know when but I have to calm down, and not let things get to me so much.
oh well..I don't know what else to write at this point.
Lust always, Brandon