Yeah so it has been a really long time
Okay so it has been forever since I have written!! I am in class at central. Our teacher is going to be gone till 12:30 so we can do what ever we want until then. SO.. I am here. I thought I should say that the guy that hit on me in Hy-vee was named travis. He and I dated and then we broke up. We are still are friends and I want to get back together but there are 3 girls that he is choosing from. I can't stand the fact he tells me how many orgasisms he gives them. He called last night saying he made the decision not to date any of us, but then at the same time, he can not go a long period without sex. He is like me. Thats why I had sex on NYE with Mikey. I really shouldn't have because I couldn't have been with Travis, but I had a crush on Mikey for a year and I knew what was going to happen if I go over there. I told Travis that I was spending the night at KT's. But then I didn't. Accually I spent midnight alone. I saw Jeana and the cops, then I went to Mike's because brett and his mom were in Illinois. Yeah it was sooo fucked up. I asked my mom last night if she thought everyone found a happy ending I don't know if I believe that. I mean yeah I am only 18, but with all the shit why would you want to go though everything over and over if you don't know if you are going to be happy in ten years. I don't know maybe I am just spazing, because nobody wants me. I gotta go if anybody has the answer to my question please tell me. BYe Me