Jul 20, 2006 02:33
Pretty much everyday runs into the next. And at the end of each day I'm always doing the same thing. Waiting for you to get home and talk to you, and sitting here.
I probably shouldn't be sitting around waiting to talk to you because you want nothing to do with me and you have someone else now, but I can't help it sometimes.
I'm still getting over you. It's hard.
I need time to get used to this, you with someone else crap.
It's really really hard to handle. I really don't get much sleep, and I dont really have any feelings towards anything because of that.
I'm a wreck, a total wreck, and I'm trying as hard as I can to put myself back together