Dec 26, 2005 18:22
I remember when I was about 10 or so, thinner than a thread and everyone noticed. I was diagnosed with Scoliosis during that year, and told it only happened to 'really skinny, tall people'. Now I'm just... average. Fat and normal height pretty much. I feel ashamed when I make the yearly trip to the hospital in Vancouver to get x-rays, when I see all of the girls who have it too. They're all so skinny... It's so embarassing being the only fat girl there.
I need to take pictures to motivate myself to work harder. Embarass myself into getting smaller.