I will be honest here and say that I cannot bring myself to like Kazu's character here. He is so stubborn and he never really believed in Jin's depth of feelings for him. Would their relationship had lasted if they had been together, if whatever caused him to leave Jin hadn't happened? Would it have been strong enough to withstand the long distance?
You won't like much later either, unfortunately. But reasons he has for behaving this way. And let me ask you something - you meet a girl and she falls in love with you, then forces upon you some kisses, you enjoy them, go on with the flow and without noticing both of you are in love and ready to spring in a new relationship. A few months pass and you went from straight to gay in such a short time and while you not doubt yourself and your new found orientation, how do you feel about your partner who has been as straight as you have? In love, there will always be doubts especially in such type of relationships, when you give all of yourself and in the end... something comes along the way and you don't know what to do, but... what? To run away from the pain of being betrayed, from the fact that you have given all of yourself to someone you thought you knew.
Okay, this might not make sense much because the reason Kazuya left hasn't been revealed yet and I can't be that much of a spoiler. But, trust me that, while I myself disagree with the way I made my character act upon some truths, I also understand his pain of wanting to hide and run away. Their relationship wasn't deep, it was just something born out of lust and curiosity, they still had a long way to turn into something more serious and while my partner in crime aroruae might not agree with me on this, Kazuya was afraid. And he will reveal as such to Jin later in the story.
BUT!
You have all the reasons to dislike Kazuya here, I won't blame you for anything :D Yet, sorry, I won't join you in this dislike because I, as this character's writer, know and understand him the best ;( And everyone makes mistakes, even in RL, just like these in this story.
Kazu didn't see fit to honour his brother's dying wish.
Yes, that's right. But only one knows what inside his soul and as much he would have wanted to do this, Kazuya just couldn't bring himself to do so because he was/is afraid ^^ And now I'll stop here or aroruae will kill for spoiling my character's reasons lol
Thanks for commenting & reading and don't worry about your words~ You haven't offended anyone and I understand you perfectly because, trust me, I even cried while writing some scenes T_T shame on me, ne?
Thanks again and hope to change your opinion in the future lol
Oh, I forgot to answer your questions >////< silly me ^^;
They wouldn't have lasted, but if there was will from both sides they would have ended up together in one country one way or another :P And seeing as Jin was the clingy one, probably Kazuya would have been kidnapped to America LOL
I think they would have made it one way or another, as long as they were to see each other :"3 You know, far from eyes, far from heart :))
You won't like much later either, unfortunately. But reasons he has for behaving this way. And let me ask you something - you meet a girl and she falls in love with you, then forces upon you some kisses, you enjoy them, go on with the flow and without noticing both of you are in love and ready to spring in a new relationship. A few months pass and you went from straight to gay in such a short time and while you not doubt yourself and your new found orientation, how do you feel about your partner who has been as straight as you have? In love, there will always be doubts especially in such type of relationships, when you give all of yourself and in the end... something comes along the way and you don't know what to do, but... what? To run away from the pain of being betrayed, from the fact that you have given all of yourself to someone you thought you knew.
Okay, this might not make sense much because the reason Kazuya left hasn't been revealed yet and I can't be that much of a spoiler. But, trust me that, while I myself disagree with the way I made my character act upon some truths, I also understand his pain of wanting to hide and run away. Their relationship wasn't deep, it was just something born out of lust and curiosity, they still had a long way to turn into something more serious and while my partner in crime aroruae might not agree with me on this, Kazuya was afraid. And he will reveal as such to Jin later in the story.
BUT!
You have all the reasons to dislike Kazuya here, I won't blame you for anything :D Yet, sorry, I won't join you in this dislike because I, as this character's writer, know and understand him the best ;( And everyone makes mistakes, even in RL, just like these in this story.
Kazu didn't see fit to honour his brother's dying wish.
Yes, that's right. But only one knows what inside his soul and as much he would have wanted to do this, Kazuya just couldn't bring himself to do so because he was/is afraid ^^ And now I'll stop here or aroruae will kill for spoiling my character's reasons lol
Thanks for commenting & reading and don't worry about your words~ You haven't offended anyone and I understand you perfectly because, trust me, I even cried while writing some scenes T_T shame on me, ne?
Thanks again and hope to change your opinion in the future lol
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They wouldn't have lasted, but if there was will from both sides they would have ended up together in one country one way or another :P And seeing as Jin was the clingy one, probably Kazuya would have been kidnapped to America LOL
I think they would have made it one way or another, as long as they were to see each other :"3 You know, far from eyes, far from heart :))
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