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1)I got the apartment. I sign the papers tomorrow afternoon. I can't wait. Rob is giving me Mo-Mo (his cute kitty face cat, since his friends that have him now are moving and his cat doesn't get along with other cats), and I will probably have a huge housewarming party. Probably WII and beer. You know, classy.
2)I wish sometimes I could trust people I know more. It makes it really hard to know whether I can tell people things, even people that are my best friends, really important stuff. It's getting to the point where I'm just letting it roll off my shoulder at how my "best friends" treat me. Maybe that's kinda sad. Maybe I should be really upset and confront them, but at this point it's not even worth it to me anymore. If you want to be a shitty friend, if you want to be mad at me and hold it in, if you want to blow up at me, whatever. I'm not 15 and I won't lower myself to that any longer. (and sorry if this is somewhat cryptic. I don't mean to be, honestly. I'm just baffled right now, and the old me may feel defeated and want to run back to Portland, but I'm not just here for making friends. I'm doing this all for me.)