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a pleasant day off. sleeping in and waking up to pretty, rainy weather. watching martha make brioche while i sip mimosas and check emails. it's honestly the little things in life that make me so ridiculously happy. cleaning and organizing and doing tons and tons of much needed laundry. feeling satisfied and knowing things can only get better.
i had silly, goofy, much needed drunken fun last night. watching vampire films and driving around town eating hamburgers (i broke vegetarianism. oops, beer makes me do that). listening to hip hop and realizing i can make it wherever i live as long as i realize i am the one who can make myself the happiest, and when i can't, something is wrong. i felt so carefree and silly last night and i wanted to kiss strangers and give high fives to passersby just because they were in the presence of a happy me.
i bought the best parka that i never want to take off. i miss my best friends. one is much too far away now, and the other is here, but just started school again and we haven't seen eachother for a couple weeks, but it feels like a lifetime. i wish i saw them all the time and lived in a giant house with them, but just knowing i have these two girls in my life makes me feel so loved. if anything happened, these girls would always be there for me, and that just makes me feel safe and happy. i would do anything for them, and they would do anything for me, and isn't that how life should be? it never really was like this before, but now i figured out that this is what friends are all about. i'm left speechless by their beauty and how amazing and smart my ladies are. i wouldn't give them up for anything in the world.
dear penpals,
i am making you pretty things and writing you letters. things are just delayed a bit. but soon. soon.
i had silly, goofy, much needed drunken fun last night. watching vampire films and driving around town eating hamburgers (i broke vegetarianism. oops, beer makes me do that). listening to hip hop and realizing i can make it wherever i live as long as i realize i am the one who can make myself the happiest, and when i can't, something is wrong. i felt so carefree and silly last night and i wanted to kiss strangers and give high fives to passersby just because they were in the presence of a happy me.
i bought the best parka that i never want to take off. i miss my best friends. one is much too far away now, and the other is here, but just started school again and we haven't seen eachother for a couple weeks, but it feels like a lifetime. i wish i saw them all the time and lived in a giant house with them, but just knowing i have these two girls in my life makes me feel so loved. if anything happened, these girls would always be there for me, and that just makes me feel safe and happy. i would do anything for them, and they would do anything for me, and isn't that how life should be? it never really was like this before, but now i figured out that this is what friends are all about. i'm left speechless by their beauty and how amazing and smart my ladies are. i wouldn't give them up for anything in the world.
dear penpals,
i am making you pretty things and writing you letters. things are just delayed a bit. but soon. soon.