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I have decided that I am not going to waste my tears on things I can't fix any more. I only have a couple of months left here and it's not going to be healthy to be spending that time wishing things were different. When I am not alone, I am in the company of Amy Hart and she is one of the main reasons I will be sad to leave. I have been smoking and daydreaming a lot lately. I have been saving every paycheck I make (moving, new apartment, new Ibook...). Talking to old friends in Portland and knowing I will be with them soon. I am back on fairly strict diet of no sweets and eating a good breakfast and lots of water everyday. My mom gave me her "blessing" (if you will) and even though she is sad to see me go, she knows it is best.
I feel frumpy. I want to have a closet full of perfectly tailored clothing. I want nice hair. I want all my thing out of storage and to be placed in order. Things will feel normal again. It will take time.
My birthday is in a little under 4 months. Because I am being good about not buying things, I still need to post photos of pretty things. Feel free to keep these in mind for my 24th!
I feel frumpy. I want to have a closet full of perfectly tailored clothing. I want nice hair. I want all my thing out of storage and to be placed in order. Things will feel normal again. It will take time.
My birthday is in a little under 4 months. Because I am being good about not buying things, I still need to post photos of pretty things. Feel free to keep these in mind for my 24th!