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Right now im 6 for 6 with colleges and im still waiting on 8 more repsonses which is stupid i shouldnt have applied to so many places but i did but even with the 6 i have right now id be set so whatever ill just wait for the others and i dont really care if i get rejected from all of them which i probably will.
One school robert and i got accepted to the other day gave me $6000. My mom was like wow great job jeffrey (even though both of us knew 6000 wasnt nearly enough for me to afford that college). Later robert opened his package and he got $18000. I thought it was funny cause its just so typical but i guess i was only a bit jealous but not much ive come to accept not doing as well at him at stuff.
Everything in my life is really messed up right now. I dont understand so many things that are happening and its just all really bad timing. I have so many new things to worry about that its the worst time ever to not have so much support. No matter what whenever im doing anything i just have a bad feeling in me and it just makes everything worse. I really hope i can just be normal again and all these things just clear up soon.
Soon im gonna have to decide on whether im going to college with robert or not. I know everyone is telling me to go to a different one than him or they dont care but its gonna probably be like one of the hardest and most influential decisions of my life. If i go with him ill probably be held back on many things and ill probably continue to rely on him for stuff but at least ill always have a friend around with me. If i go by myself ill be just like everybody else has been their entire lives or most of them and be independent and stuff not that everyone doesnt have a close relationship with a sibling or family member or friend but most of everyone hasnt been born with and at the same time with this person and have been pretty much inseperable their whole lives and this sentence is really long and def a run-on
One school robert and i got accepted to the other day gave me $6000. My mom was like wow great job jeffrey (even though both of us knew 6000 wasnt nearly enough for me to afford that college). Later robert opened his package and he got $18000. I thought it was funny cause its just so typical but i guess i was only a bit jealous but not much ive come to accept not doing as well at him at stuff.
Everything in my life is really messed up right now. I dont understand so many things that are happening and its just all really bad timing. I have so many new things to worry about that its the worst time ever to not have so much support. No matter what whenever im doing anything i just have a bad feeling in me and it just makes everything worse. I really hope i can just be normal again and all these things just clear up soon.
Soon im gonna have to decide on whether im going to college with robert or not. I know everyone is telling me to go to a different one than him or they dont care but its gonna probably be like one of the hardest and most influential decisions of my life. If i go with him ill probably be held back on many things and ill probably continue to rely on him for stuff but at least ill always have a friend around with me. If i go by myself ill be just like everybody else has been their entire lives or most of them and be independent and stuff not that everyone doesnt have a close relationship with a sibling or family member or friend but most of everyone hasnt been born with and at the same time with this person and have been pretty much inseperable their whole lives and this sentence is really long and def a run-on