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I've been ignoring the katrina ordeal b/c i do not know how to handle it. its not like i'm saying "thank god it didnt happen to me", its more like when i talk about i cry. i dont want to cry. i've donated my money to them (well more like katies dollar), but i still did it. and my parents donated money, a large some also.
yesturday i hung out w/ alyssa all day :) i do miss her company A LOT.
we went over to katies work (again) and played all night, she shampooed and conditioned, and blew dried it for me. OH, THEn i threw my keys in the dumpster and went fishing for them. omg did i stink.
I ended it all lastngiht w/ danielo, but his reaction to me ending it surpirsed me, so we talked it out, and we'll work on the issues. i have a feeling, he's just going to be another chris, wants me but is scared to be in a relationship w/ me. Its cool though. My heart belongs to will, its no sweat to have this inbetween thing, he probably is having one also.
I dont think i like my job, i'm scared of doing the wrong thing to this kid. REALLY! how do i punish him? how do i reward him??? i didnt sign up for this job! and it pays SHIT!
yesturday i hung out w/ alyssa all day :) i do miss her company A LOT.
we went over to katies work (again) and played all night, she shampooed and conditioned, and blew dried it for me. OH, THEn i threw my keys in the dumpster and went fishing for them. omg did i stink.
I ended it all lastngiht w/ danielo, but his reaction to me ending it surpirsed me, so we talked it out, and we'll work on the issues. i have a feeling, he's just going to be another chris, wants me but is scared to be in a relationship w/ me. Its cool though. My heart belongs to will, its no sweat to have this inbetween thing, he probably is having one also.
I dont think i like my job, i'm scared of doing the wrong thing to this kid. REALLY! how do i punish him? how do i reward him??? i didnt sign up for this job! and it pays SHIT!