Update Time...
It's been a while since I last made a meaningful update. So here goes, most of yous probably don't want to read a book, but fuck it, I couldn't care whether you like it or not so here goes. Let's start with last thursday. Jenna and her friends Dina and Michelle came down. That was fun, we all just chilled in the room, Mike next door was in here, me and Mike Wu had another rap battle, then everyone else in the hotel and other people started randomly showing up. Next thing I knew there were like 20 people in here, and my fridge that I had stocked with beer was completely cleaned out, as the girls' bottle of absolut was taken too. And some random kid ssying me and Brian were his best friends just to get my beer, ha F that. Brian and Sam came back in who knows when and then we started kicking people out cuz there was just too many people, went down the hall and had a few more drinks and took lots of pictures and finally got to bed around 5:30. Also shot my mouth off to a few people which I really felt bad about. I have a sharp tounge to begin with, add a little booze and forget about it. I apologized so it's all good. The girls left at like 3 which was suprising becuase they were supposed to stay down here but whatever.
Friday was long. Woke up around 10 to Brian coming back in from class, suprisingly not too hungover, and just BS'd about the events of the previous night and cleaned up a little bit. He went to class and I went to DD and hit the road for home around 1. Stopped at my uncle's place to say hey and show him a few things, then to the other store to say visit Patrick and some of the people over there also. A buch of really cute cashiers workin' there...damn...Bring some of that over to my store that would be nice, Work that night was long, I was on about 4 hours of sleep for the 5th straight day and it showed. I fell asleep on the bench at 11:30 when I sat down after finishing up my paperwork. Blah.
Saturday was fun: Winter Ball. Woke up around noon, made breakfast, then me and my Dad went up to the rink to skate and play hockey. Good workout, I miss hockey. Stupid ass greedy players that are being little crybabies about 6 million dollars per team. That boils down to about 200,000 dollars per player, maybe even less. When you're making 2+ million per year, how much of a difference is that extra 200,000 gonna make? It takes some people years to make that kind of money, and they're fighting over that to play a game that I and a lot of other people grew up playing on frozen ponds and abandoned streets. Not only that, but I miss playing. I miss the rush you get when you score a goal and hear a couple of thousand people cheer and then get mobbed by your teammates. Like in the regional tournament a few years ago. That place held 2500 people, and it was a sellout. That was amazing. Even the practices were fun because a lot of the time you were busting on your teammates and helping each other out. Like a sense of camaraderie that you can't duplicate playing pick-up games on weekends or skating on your own in a parking lot. I need to get out and just play. There's a rink on rt.35 down here that I'm probably gonna take a ride to next week and check out their leagues and play, and you all better come and watch me play.
ANYWAY, back to Saturday. After that I came back to shower up and eat a quick lunch, and then stopped by the store in my suit real quick because everyone wanted to see me in a suit. Of course EVERYONE had to be told and their reactions were great. They said it was almost as good as me coming in there with a Superman costume, and the one time I wore the real dressy shirt to work. Then drove down to MU around 5 and got here a little after 6. Not even 10 minutes after getting here Carissa calls me to tell me that they were on 36, and 2 minutes after that Sam (Brian's gf) shows up. Now I'm in sweats and Brian just rolled out of bed. Aren't the girls supposed to be the ones that take forever to get ready? We chilled in the room till about 7:30 or so, had a few drinks, I surprised her with flowers that she had NO IDEA were coming :) and took madd pictures that are on my webshots BTW. Then got into Mike's family's BMW 530i and headed off to Wilson Hall for the Winter Ball. The place was spectacular, an amazing set up. The first thing we did was eat. Then started dancing, ate some more, sat around talking. Carissa and her friend Vicki who came down too found a few girls from SB and danced with them a good amount of the time as the rest of us chilled out and danced occasionally. Towards the end they put a slow song on, so me and Carissa slow danced. Now as simple and probably silly as this sounds that made my night. I've never had that before, seriously. I never went to many dances in high school, and didn't go to my junior or senior prom cuz I had nobody to take. So yes, that meant somethin to me, thanks :) Ended at midnight so we came back here and drank some, played beerpong and got my ass handed to me by Carissa. Took it easy because she had to drive home to work at 5am and didnt want her to drink that much, so I want a rematch! Riss and Vicki left around 3:15 and got back around 4 which I went right to sleep when she let me know she was home. Goooood times, and tons of pics also on my webshots. http://community.webshots.com/user/thefidsta
Sunday I woke up around 11 and left here to go home to work. Uploaded all my pics and showed everyone one at work and they loved them all. The usual sunday shift, and it was madd busy with everyone getting stuff for Valentines Day and whatnot.
Monday I woke up around 8, stopped at the store for a few things, and made it to school by like 10:30 to do some homework and whatever. Went to my math class where we reviewd for the test that's today and then got a lunch at the student center and came back and relaxed. Valentine's day. Joy. NOT. Putting together a nice string of years without somebody to share it with, making it 19 in a row...almost a perfect game (27 in a row). Read way too many mushy away messages and saw way too many lovebirds that I wanted to puke even more. It's great for all yous that have someone, God bless ya and I sincerely hope that everything is and stays great, but for the rest of us, this is the most pointless day of the year. So F that, went to the weight room and lifted for an hour and a half and came back here to relax. For whatever it's worth I bought Kait a few roses and they put them in a nice wrap and stuff for me, which I hope she liked. Unpacked my stuff for the week and straightened out the room. Brian went to Sam's for the night, so I hit the bed around 3.
Tuesday was alright, went to my music class, got my paper back and got a B+ on it. Came back here to study for math then went to lunch with Kait around 1, then came back here and napped forever until like 7:30, had a few wierd-ass dreams that really freaked me out. Woke up dizzy too. Ran to shoprite to get dinner and then hit the gym until 10ish when Brian got out of class to drive me back.
It's been wierd lately. Physically: I'm probably in the best shape since I played competetive hockey, but mentally is another story. I guess I'm tired of taking crap from people, being put to the back-burner all the time, and serving as a doormat for people. I'm better than that and deserve more than that. Time to start looking out for ME now instead of worrying about everyone else. If that pisses people off or sounds selfish, oh well.
Pitchers and catchers reported today, yay baseball, something to look forward to.
Ok I have been studying for calc for 3 hours straight, and my eyes are tired, as am I.
Getting up at 8:30 to study some more because I NEED this test, get breakfast, and hit the weight room before my test.
If you got to this point I thank you dearly. <3
Goodnight.
Friday was long. Woke up around 10 to Brian coming back in from class, suprisingly not too hungover, and just BS'd about the events of the previous night and cleaned up a little bit. He went to class and I went to DD and hit the road for home around 1. Stopped at my uncle's place to say hey and show him a few things, then to the other store to say visit Patrick and some of the people over there also. A buch of really cute cashiers workin' there...damn...Bring some of that over to my store that would be nice, Work that night was long, I was on about 4 hours of sleep for the 5th straight day and it showed. I fell asleep on the bench at 11:30 when I sat down after finishing up my paperwork. Blah.
Saturday was fun: Winter Ball. Woke up around noon, made breakfast, then me and my Dad went up to the rink to skate and play hockey. Good workout, I miss hockey. Stupid ass greedy players that are being little crybabies about 6 million dollars per team. That boils down to about 200,000 dollars per player, maybe even less. When you're making 2+ million per year, how much of a difference is that extra 200,000 gonna make? It takes some people years to make that kind of money, and they're fighting over that to play a game that I and a lot of other people grew up playing on frozen ponds and abandoned streets. Not only that, but I miss playing. I miss the rush you get when you score a goal and hear a couple of thousand people cheer and then get mobbed by your teammates. Like in the regional tournament a few years ago. That place held 2500 people, and it was a sellout. That was amazing. Even the practices were fun because a lot of the time you were busting on your teammates and helping each other out. Like a sense of camaraderie that you can't duplicate playing pick-up games on weekends or skating on your own in a parking lot. I need to get out and just play. There's a rink on rt.35 down here that I'm probably gonna take a ride to next week and check out their leagues and play, and you all better come and watch me play.
ANYWAY, back to Saturday. After that I came back to shower up and eat a quick lunch, and then stopped by the store in my suit real quick because everyone wanted to see me in a suit. Of course EVERYONE had to be told and their reactions were great. They said it was almost as good as me coming in there with a Superman costume, and the one time I wore the real dressy shirt to work. Then drove down to MU around 5 and got here a little after 6. Not even 10 minutes after getting here Carissa calls me to tell me that they were on 36, and 2 minutes after that Sam (Brian's gf) shows up. Now I'm in sweats and Brian just rolled out of bed. Aren't the girls supposed to be the ones that take forever to get ready? We chilled in the room till about 7:30 or so, had a few drinks, I surprised her with flowers that she had NO IDEA were coming :) and took madd pictures that are on my webshots BTW. Then got into Mike's family's BMW 530i and headed off to Wilson Hall for the Winter Ball. The place was spectacular, an amazing set up. The first thing we did was eat. Then started dancing, ate some more, sat around talking. Carissa and her friend Vicki who came down too found a few girls from SB and danced with them a good amount of the time as the rest of us chilled out and danced occasionally. Towards the end they put a slow song on, so me and Carissa slow danced. Now as simple and probably silly as this sounds that made my night. I've never had that before, seriously. I never went to many dances in high school, and didn't go to my junior or senior prom cuz I had nobody to take. So yes, that meant somethin to me, thanks :) Ended at midnight so we came back here and drank some, played beerpong and got my ass handed to me by Carissa. Took it easy because she had to drive home to work at 5am and didnt want her to drink that much, so I want a rematch! Riss and Vicki left around 3:15 and got back around 4 which I went right to sleep when she let me know she was home. Goooood times, and tons of pics also on my webshots. http://community.webshots.com/user/thefidsta
Sunday I woke up around 11 and left here to go home to work. Uploaded all my pics and showed everyone one at work and they loved them all. The usual sunday shift, and it was madd busy with everyone getting stuff for Valentines Day and whatnot.
Monday I woke up around 8, stopped at the store for a few things, and made it to school by like 10:30 to do some homework and whatever. Went to my math class where we reviewd for the test that's today and then got a lunch at the student center and came back and relaxed. Valentine's day. Joy. NOT. Putting together a nice string of years without somebody to share it with, making it 19 in a row...almost a perfect game (27 in a row). Read way too many mushy away messages and saw way too many lovebirds that I wanted to puke even more. It's great for all yous that have someone, God bless ya and I sincerely hope that everything is and stays great, but for the rest of us, this is the most pointless day of the year. So F that, went to the weight room and lifted for an hour and a half and came back here to relax. For whatever it's worth I bought Kait a few roses and they put them in a nice wrap and stuff for me, which I hope she liked. Unpacked my stuff for the week and straightened out the room. Brian went to Sam's for the night, so I hit the bed around 3.
Tuesday was alright, went to my music class, got my paper back and got a B+ on it. Came back here to study for math then went to lunch with Kait around 1, then came back here and napped forever until like 7:30, had a few wierd-ass dreams that really freaked me out. Woke up dizzy too. Ran to shoprite to get dinner and then hit the gym until 10ish when Brian got out of class to drive me back.
It's been wierd lately. Physically: I'm probably in the best shape since I played competetive hockey, but mentally is another story. I guess I'm tired of taking crap from people, being put to the back-burner all the time, and serving as a doormat for people. I'm better than that and deserve more than that. Time to start looking out for ME now instead of worrying about everyone else. If that pisses people off or sounds selfish, oh well.
Pitchers and catchers reported today, yay baseball, something to look forward to.
Ok I have been studying for calc for 3 hours straight, and my eyes are tired, as am I.
Getting up at 8:30 to study some more because I NEED this test, get breakfast, and hit the weight room before my test.
If you got to this point I thank you dearly. <3
Goodnight.