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you know your life is in a sad state of affairs
when stay in bed for hours because dreaming is preferable to real life
nad whne you7 wake ylou are gipped by unctrolable saddnes that what happened in your dreams never actually happened ad will never happen i dont mean things like flighing through the air on a bed full of georgeous naked virgins
just everyday stuff opportunities i missed, things i should have done but didnt
like if i said this to her then maybe we would still be toghether or maybe if i was more like this from the start i would be more fundamentally likable
and sometimes even my dreams are like my real life im alwayss on the outside looking in i hear about people always saying "so and so and i went and saw a movie it was so cool" "or i went to bla massive party on the weekend and bla, bla ,and yadda yadda was there " and im always there hereing about it
but never being a part of it, whenever i want to catch up with people its alays me who makes th first step i never get ask to tag along or do stuff its like im there when you have nothing better to do but then POOF and i just disappear when im not needed, im just somthing used to fill in time between interesting stuff
well im gunna go watch Love Actually in the vain hope that itll help
lata
when stay in bed for hours because dreaming is preferable to real life
nad whne you7 wake ylou are gipped by unctrolable saddnes that what happened in your dreams never actually happened ad will never happen i dont mean things like flighing through the air on a bed full of georgeous naked virgins
just everyday stuff opportunities i missed, things i should have done but didnt
like if i said this to her then maybe we would still be toghether or maybe if i was more like this from the start i would be more fundamentally likable
and sometimes even my dreams are like my real life im alwayss on the outside looking in i hear about people always saying "so and so and i went and saw a movie it was so cool" "or i went to bla massive party on the weekend and bla, bla ,and yadda yadda was there " and im always there hereing about it
but never being a part of it, whenever i want to catch up with people its alays me who makes th first step i never get ask to tag along or do stuff its like im there when you have nothing better to do but then POOF and i just disappear when im not needed, im just somthing used to fill in time between interesting stuff
well im gunna go watch Love Actually in the vain hope that itll help
lata